28.6.00 8:38 PM ]


I got some pictures back from the developer today.

I was told (by a friend) that there would be a surprise. I was expecting an ass shot ...

... And an ass shot I got.

Butt, as promised, there was a surprise to it.

I warn you, what you are about to witness is not pretty.

What I *really* want to know is ... whose handwriting is that?


25.6.00 6:29 PM ]

Ahhhhhh. Weekend spent enjoying the company of my friends. Nice. Very nice.

I got to play in the rain. Damn, I miss that.

I got to catch up with a friend I haven't seen for almost a year. To top that off, I didn't even know he was going to be there, so it was an extra bonus surprise for me.

I got to re-establish a friendship that was a little shaky, taking it back (I hope) on the road to being the friendship it was before.

I got to get to know better a person who had previously been more of a "friend-of-a-friend" rather than a "friend".

I got to see my friends at their best. Laughing, dancing, enjoying the moment.

And for those who didn't make it up this weekend, we missed ya.


21.6.00 10:26 PM ]

Got my sushi cravings satisfied tonight. It's been a while since I went for sushi.

I actually went with some of my best friends from high school. It's been quite a while since I have seen them. I have actually, to some extent, been avoiding them since we graduated- they remind me of the way I was in high school, and I didn't like myself much then. So it was like they brought out the worst in me to some degree. But, tonight, I realize how much *fun* I had with them back then. And how little I feel like my old self. I feel kind of bad that I have been missing out on that fun for the past two years. Maybe now is the time to start anew again.

12:14 AM ]

Alas, the longest day of the year has come and gone. 'tis all downhill from here.

Went and saw The Big Kahuna with a friend tonight. We were the *only* 2 people in the theatre. It was so quiet in there, it was kind of unsettling. At the same time, we could do whatever we wanted and not bug anyone.


20.6.00 6:42 ]

Absence doesn't always make the heart grow fonder. Sometimes it just makes the heart more cynical. Sad. but true.

Distance and time have a way of distorting things - memories, feelings - to fit some perceived notion within. Sometimes it's hard to separate the heart from the mind.


16.6.00 10:29 PM ]

I fear I have been somewhat of a high-maintenance friend the past few weeks/months. I apologize to my friends for this. I think I've just about worked through my issues. Thanks for being there for me.

8:43 PM ]

zoo, zoo, zoo..I'm going to the zoo So. Tomorrow I'm going to the zoo. Not with the person I was *trying* to go with, but such is life. I still get to go to the zoo.

7:29 AM ]

"Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together ... "
- Bent, Matchbox 20

I've had that song in my head for 3 days now. I'm hoping this will exorcise it.


14.6.00 8:38 PM ]

{ sigh } ... here I am, a *beautiful* thunderstorm raging outside, and no-one to frolic in the rain with me.


9.6.00 9:46 PM ]

I was bored.

I went surfing.

Look at what I came across.

I like it.

8.6.00 6:57 PM ]

My friend summed up my site, and stories, as such:

"They keep me entertained when I am too bored."

Hmmm. I could take this in a good way or a bad way, but you know, I think it's just about the best description I can think of.


4.6.00 9:07 PM ]

Hmm. I was in a somewhat pensive mood this weekend, part of which You and I captures. I tend to get this way if left alone for long stretches of time. Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but it does help with the writing ...


3.6.00 1:08 AM ]

Damn, sometimes I'm bad at this whole finishing stories thing.

Make New Friends ... only took me, let's see, March to June is ... 3 months. Ah well, I've done worse.

The horrible thing is it was so close to finished for most of that time.