I’m almost convinced that I really am losing my mind. I can’t find things that I *know* should be there. No matter how hard I look or where I look, I still cannot find them. And I know I would not have thrown them out so they must exist *somewhere*. And since I can see the conversation in my mind, and see the pages in my mind, I’m pretty sure I’m not making it up, unless I really am losing my mind in which case I hope I can get long-term disability because I’m pretty sure that I didn’t have quite so many holes in my head before I started here.

Or I just really need a vacation again 😉